"I'm Still Here"

A Poem by S.J.L.

Well i haven't slept well in over a week

Maybe months, years it seems

Losing you still feels like everything to me

I'll Take heed

To the pain beneath

Its opening destiny

You n Me

For the world to see

I’m breaking through the atmosphere

Whats done is done and I’m not done changing here

These Gifts are my only cure

Juliet..

Juliet My Dear

I Hold Strong and My Mind is Clear

A Vision Manifesting, a Life Worth Living is Near

I know the Government is watching, i shed new layers through my tears

Juliet, for who am i when your not here?

I need to slow down..

This illness creeps it swallows

An Awoken Sleep of Destiny's Hollow

These demons are testing my limits

All my friends say "homie you need a break"

But there's Fire in my Soul, a Hunger I Crave

A deep Desire for who am I when your not here

Swimming through space, the oceans of our atmosphere

Reflections becoming mystical as I smile into a mirror

I wander through the broken, shedding the molds of their worst fears

Ask me once again what I'm doing here..

I'm here to change the world, a love so empathetic and pure

Weary I am, weary I am not

The strength I have is far from gone

I even called my Mom while you were gone

I still listen in manic rhythm to the saddest of songs

I am Still Me when your not here

I'm still Here,

Sincerely My Pen Full of my Smiles and Tears.

- Yours Truly, Sam I Am A.K.A S.J.L.

09/19/2019